Half Fanatics!

After I ran the Tinker Bell Half Marathon, I was all set to take it easy until the Glass Slipper Challenge at Disney World a month later. I looked into Half Fanatics and was disappointed the races were too far apart to qualify, but I figured I'd worry about that once I cane back from surgery. A smart individual who had only just completed her first half marathon ever would probably have left it at that. However, a runner would immediately start looking up other half marathons, because waiting to go completely insane would just be silly. I found a local race that would take place on February 16th, exactly one week before the half marathon portion of the Glass Slipper Challenge. I was going to run the IMS Arizona Half Marathon.

Inexperience be damned, I signed up. The day before the race, I found out that my grandmother had passed away. I almost decided to cancel, but as I was looking over the course map, I realized I'd run through the town she lived in. So I opted to run anyways, hoping that somehow I'd find a sense of peace and closeness. Somehow, being near where she lived made me feel like I was near her. It gave me the time I needed to apologize for not visiting more, for not calling, for not being there. Honestly, I have no idea if she knew how much I cared for her. But I took that time to make sure I said everything I forgot to while she was here. 

As for the race, it was alright, but not one I'll likely do again. Personally, I feed off of crowd support. And as one of the slower runners, I felt crowded during many parts of the race where we ran in the shoulder and oncoming traffic was only a traffic cone away. However, there was till water at every stop and the volunteers I spoke with after I finished were extremely friendly. 

On a side note, I ran in a medium Sparkle Skirt for the first time. My weight loss was finally starting to pay off and I was thrilled. Overall, it ended up being a wonderful day, and it made me reflect on mow truly blessed I am. Not only do I have a body that can push me to limits I never imagined, but I have the support of friends and family along the way. I have a wonderful husband who allows me to spend money to do races that make me happy, and running has given me peace, strength, and sanity that I never knew I had. This was a particularly difficult race because I was alone, depressed, and afraid, but by the time I reached the finish line, those feelings were replaced entirely with comfort, pride, and joy.

Next week I'll start recapping Princess Half Marathon Weekend. But as I write this post on Mother's Day, I want to take a moment to say thank you to all mothers and grandmothers. Some women have children and never become a mother, others who haven't given birth become mothers to children who aren't even theirs. I've been blessed to have several amazing women in my life who acted as mother figures for me when I needed them the most. It is from their love and strength that I become the woman I am now. Happy Mother's Day one and all!

And We're Back!

Okay - there's no denying it's been a while. I slacked off, pure and simple, and the past three months have been so consumed that I haven't written a darn word. I could say it's because my grandma passed away, or that it's because I had hip surgery, or that my husband has needed my help with his business. However, there's no reason I couldn't drop a line, and a lot's happened in that time. Instead of making (any more) excuses, I'm going to go ahead and try to briefly recap what's been going down. Then, this weekend, I'm going to write and post a recap of a race I forgot to tell you about. Deal? Good.

You'll read about the races I completed since the Tinker Bell Half Marathon in subsequent posts, so I'll use this time to talk about a few other things. First, I'll mention that I had hip surgery on March 13th, and I'm still not allowed to run (five more weeks... only five more weeks... has it been five more weeks yet?!) so pardon me if I get a little loopy. I miss it. Desperately. The surgery was due to hip impingement. Basically, the bones in my hip joint weren't shaped properly, so the doctor had to shave them down so they moved more freely in the joint. There was a little tissue damage that had to be cut out as well. In case you're wondering, I'm fine. Recovery hasn't been so bad. The first three weeks (during which I couldn't put ANY weight on my right leg) were hell, but once I was allowed to walk again, life got back to being mostly normal.

On a side note, I can't stress enough how important it is to follow up with a doctor whenever you feel something unusual. I felt a little bit of pain in my hip and thought it was just a groin pull. If I hadn't gone to get it checked out, I could have suffered a lot more tissue and cartilage damage, which would have greatly reduced my ability to run later. So yeah, see your doctors people. Just do it.

Aside from running I've been busy with work, school, and the hubby's new business. I also lost my grandmother in February to leukemia. It made it tough to run for a bit. I felt selfish and lost, especially since I went to Disney World a week after we lost her for the Princess Half Marathon. It was a good reminder to spend time with the people you love. Sometimes things change so unexpectedly, and the regret and guilt you're left with are so bitter that you lose sight of the joyful memories that should keep you afloat while you grieve.

Today, I ask that I'd you're reading this and are able, go for a run. Enjoy what you've been given and find reasons to be grateful. And call someone you love (no text, no Facebook... A real phone call), just to remind them that you love them.

Until next time,
Krystina